Hello everyone! How are all of you doing today? I hope you’re all doing good. I just want to personally take the time off and deviate from my normal poetry posts.
It’s been quite a while since I have made this kind of post and I wanted to write another one again, so I could talk to you guys.
As you might have noticed, my poems are quite dark recently. They are gloomy and they are quite depressing. There is a reason for all that which I hope to address in this post.
I’ve been feeling down in the dumps lately. A lot of bad stuff has happened to me for the past two months. First of all, I lost my job. Second, I now have problems in paying the bills and food because I have no income. Third, I haven’t found a job yet, despite the number of companies I have applied for. Fourth and probably the most devastating of all is that I lost one of my dogs.
Life has been pretty rough on me lately. I feel like it has dumped all the shit it has on my head (sorry for the disgusting analogy). Aside from that, there have been times when I would suddenly be sad for no reason at all and my urges to cut myself has returned. Although I haven’t cut myself yet, I’m not so sure if I could stop myself from doing so.
So that’s all. I just basically wanted to update you guys on what’s going on with me right now. It has been a shitty ride, but I will be holding on and I’ll be hoping for better days to come.
Aside from that, I also want to thank you guys for all the support. I’m really happy to have new visitors who read my poems from time to time and I’m also very ecstatic when you guys decide to follow me. I appreciate the fact that all of you invest some of your precious time into reading my poems and I can’t thank all of you enough. Thank you for being with me and thank you for staying as well.
That’s all I want to tell you guys right now and I will be posting a new poem by tomorrow. I wish all of you a nice day and remember, always stay awesome guys!